He left on a jetplane...

My boyfriend left today for Orlando for a work trip. It's a week long trip so I won't see him again till either late Monday or after work Tuesday of next week.   Originally he missed his connection flight in Colorado, but luckily they needed to...

Love, life and Relationships

I had a fun Saturday and Sunday with my sweetie...but Friday we got in a fight.  I told him it bothers me when he comments about how attractive other girls are and he had already had a stressful week and a coworker had just pissed him off, so he...

New week, new goals

So yesterday my boyfriend called in to work because he was having back pain. I was already feeling nervous about not being around him even though we had a fantastic weekend. On Saturday we decided to do some shrooms and we had a really fun time,...

Just another day...

Today I was running REALLY late to work... like 15 min. That's super late. I was late yesterday too... it seems like ever since my co-worker left a month ago I can't be on time, but I mean not on time for me usually is like 5-6 min! So I sat down with...

Makeup & Being a Girl

I've been trying to learn new makeup techniques... I have never really done the fancy eyebrows that look all perfect, or used liquid eyeliner or even much eyeshadow. I mean I use regular pencil eyeliner... I do fill in my brows (of which I have pretty...

Thinking...

I don't know how many of you have heard of the law of attraction, but they say to attract what you want in your life you must act as though you already have it. I am attracting more income into my life with less effort on my part. Something that I...

Day Three

I was feeling it last night. The need to smoke. I was feeling stressed and emotionally vulnerable and just needing that quick stress relief/relaxation that marijuana provides. The drawback to that is that it keeps me less motivated on the days I do...

Dreams

I had some crazy dreams last night. It's funny because my boyfriend asked me if when I stopped smoking last week if I had more vivid dreams. I guess weed is supposed to mute that? Idk I mean I know I always have dreams but I don't always remember them...

Monday, Mondayyyy!

Hi Guys! How was everyone's weekend? Mine was pretty darn good! I mean I didn't get any yard work done like I (loosely) planned to, but I'm thinking next weekend I'll tackle something.   I've been watching lots of home improvement videos....

Me! Singing!

Last night I went to my boyfriend's house to sing. He is a musician and normally he has this girl who comes over to sing, they've been music partners for years, but he had said if she couldn't make it (which is the normal since she's flaky) that I...

Thoughts decided to work today...cool :P

Why is it so difficult when things don't go as planned to not get bummed out? I took my car in this morning to get an oil leak fixed... I made an appointment last week for today @ 8am. I brought my car in @ 730am and had them shuttle me to work. Well...

Living

Okay so...my therapist really loved that I told her I was back to blogging and writing in my diary as a way to get my feelings out. That's what I'm going to continue to do! I think it's hard for me because people don't always understand where I'm...

Dear Diary

Well basically right? I don't know you, you don't know me... it's almost like I'm writing to myself. In any case, even if no one reads these I'm just glad to be able to have an anonymous way to get this shit off my chest.   Last night my...

Tuesday but really like Monday

I've decided I haven't been allowing myself to be creative enough lately. My boyfriend told me I can be a boring conversationalist if it's not something I am interested in and it made me reflect on myself and really get a good look @ what I've been...

Friday Eve

Hi everyone, it's me again. I'm back for another blog session...   Last night I had to take my car to the shop so I really was only at work from about 9-330. Not complaining. lol. I had to pay for my new battery and such, but I got my oil change...

Wednesday Troubles

So my car wouldn't start last night... and of course it happens as I'm leaving my boyfriend's house feeling pissed off at him. Teaching me some humility universe, thanks for that. ;) He drove me home and I said "Thank you" kind of sullen like and then...

Hello World

It's Tuesday. I'm tired. I went swimming Sunday... hadn't been in years and that wore me out. I was dragging ass yesterday. I also went walking 30 min, yoga 30 min and then did some much needed chores I had been putting off yesterday. I felt...